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If Only by ExtremePanda007, literature

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If Only

If Only It's been so long since I last laughed, Without worrying about acting like a fool. It's been so long since I last lied, Without thinking I needed to show you the proof. It's been so long since I last cried, Without constantly having to think about you. If only I could cry my pains away, Got them all held up inside of me. Trying to be content with the day-to-day, Lonelier more than anything. It'll be a long time until I can dream, Without everybody thinking it's a lie. It'll be a long time until I can live, Without not caring if I live or die. It'll be a long time until I can smile, Without wondering if I'm even alive.

Not Your Fault by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Not Your Fault

Not Your Fault You helped me in my time of need, But what I really needed was you. You made me feel helpful, wanted, and free, But in the end all I felt was confused. You picked up my pieces and put me back together, Just so I could slowly be torn apart again. Nothing this perfect was ever meant to last forever, It's not your fault that we can only be friends. You talked to me when I was down, But you didn't say what I needed to hear. You lost me in the dark and I'm still waiting to be found But I don't even see anyone near. You tore me down but it wasn't your fault at all, I wish this was only just a mix-up. You left me hoping

Hippopotamuses by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Hippopotamuses

Hippopotamuses I'm walking along, To the most beautiful song, When I spot a hippopotamus, Sitting by an inanimate log. It looks more majestic, Than anything I've seen, But it gets up and start charging, Ever so fiercely towards me. I stop to think to myself: Should I run or should I fight? When all of a sudden, It stops in the light. Now that it's closer, I begin to see, That the poor Hippopotamus Is a lot like me. We are afraid of each other, We mean no harm, But she is a protective mother, Protecting her charm. She begins to realize, That I am not a threat, And to my humble surprise, She approaches with no regret. I

The Image of Perfection by ExtremePanda007, literature

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The Image of Perfection

The Image of Perfection You may be who I'm trying to get, But you're not who I'm looking for. You may be who I need to forget, But I don't even know who you are. The image of perfection, Subconscious deception. Mind's misinterpretation, My conscious inperfections. I tried telling everything to you, But you aren't who I was talking to. I tried to hope for the very best, But are you really better than the rest? The reality of perfection, Conscious realization. Life's sudden complications, There are no known directions. With rejection, my dreams seemed unreachable, But it made the fantasies become possible. What used to have s

Deprived of Peace by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Deprived of Peace

Deprived of Peace I felt like thinking, My mind was stalling. I felt like trying, My body was frozen. I felt like telling you something, The words just remained as thoughts. Deprived of peace, For too damn long... I feel like singing, My voice is booming. I feel like dancing, My feet are moving. I feel like I couldn't be happier, So I will not even try. Deprived of peace, For too damn long. Got a taste of the best... I'll feel like weeping, My eyes will be dry. I'll feel like screaming, My mouth will be closed. I'll feel like I have been cheated, But it'll be by the rules. Deprived of peace, For too damn long. Got a

Society's Expectations by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Society's Expectations

Society's Expectations We're all told, To be and act a certain way. But we're all bold, Enough to not be swayed. "To be a man, You must only like certain things." Well to that I say, As a man, I like what I like, And if that's what I deny, Then what kind of man am I? How could liking a certain TV show Contradict my masculinity? How could acting a certain way, Determine my admirability? How could raping myself of will, Be considered a normality? How are these not all, Purely just absurdities? The "manly-man", Is not a man at all, But only a clone of a clone, Doing what it's told. Succumbed to society, And it's expectati

Knowledge by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Knowledge

Knowledge Why can't we rely on what's in front of us? Why give way to the inconspicuous? The unknown mystery behind the eye and the mind, Will make us just curious enough to try to find, The unexplainable "miracles" in our miserable lives. But when will the faith really lead us to the light? You should let us know When will we accept the fact that we don't yet know? When will we see the darkness behind what's shown? What if our God never sets us free? When will we hear what we can't see? When will we know? What do you do, when you don't know the unknown? Why can't our destiny just be shown? Why sacrifice blood to the Lord, Whe

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If Only by ExtremePanda007, literature

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Not Your Fault by ExtremePanda007, literature

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The Image of Perfection by ExtremePanda007, literature

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May 1

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Current Residence: Seattle, Washington
Favourite genre of music: Grunge, Alternative rock, Classic rock
Favourite style of art: Music, poetry
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny Bravo
Personal Quote: I plead the fif'

Favourite Visual Artist

Kurt Cobain, if musicians count

Favourite Movies

The Dark Knight, Harold and Kumar, Fight Club, The Goodfellas, Inside Man, Iron Man, and I am Legend

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Nirvana, Tool, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Alice in Chains, Soundgarden, Wolfmother, etc...

Favourite Writers

Maynard James Keenan, if lyricists count.

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy, Rock Band, Kingdom Hearts, Paper Mario, Dark Cloud, Pokemon Snap, and a lot more.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Pretty much all of them from the NES to PS3/360

Other Interests

Sports, music, and anything awesome

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ExtremePanda007

Apr 9, 2010

Theory of the Day.

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Well, I have been talking to my friend a lot recently, and I've just been having these little theories about the way that the world works.  So, I decided to start a Theory of the Day type thing on here, so that's what this is. Theory of the Day - The more fake a word sounds, the more awesome it is. (e.g. Lollapalooza, pudding)

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ExtremePanda007

Apr 2, 2010

Kingdom Hearts

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Well, I just beat Kingdom Hearts for the first time in about 6 or 7 years.  Had about 40 hours of gameplay, and got to around level 65 (although, some of that gametime is just from when I leave the game on while doing something else).  Overall, it's an amazing game, even though it can be a little corny sometimes.  And when it is corny, it's at least funny.  Now, all I have to do is beat Final Fantasy XIII and then get Kingdom Hearts 2, beat that, and then play random Final Fantasy games.  Lol, well it'll take a while, but I should be able to beat all of the Final Fantasies and Kingdom Hearts games (although there aren't many of those) by the